Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum [2010]


Surveillance and Spying [DRAFT]

by Simon & Oscar


From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Fri Jan 01, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-01-01

It was a quiet New Year's Day, with my oldest daughter.

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Wed Jan 06, 2009 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-01-06

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Fri Jan 08, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-01-08

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Mon Jan 11, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-01-11

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-01-17

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Sat Jan 30, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-01-30

Triggered by a trivial dispute with my kids, I experienced another emotional outburst, i.e., the recurrence of the bad memories from 2005-2006. I told my oldest daughter what I learned from movie "The General's Daughter (1999)", i.e., betrayal is worse than rape. I have come to realise that I have Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD).

After watching an episode of TV programme "Remorse (House)", I suddenly realised that my ex-mother-in-law is a psychopath. I recalled my youngest daughter saying that her grandmother is manipulating her grandfather and other people, too.

Wikipedia defines it as follows, which exactly fits the observation by me and by my kids.

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Wed Feb 10, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-02-10

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Tue Feb 16, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-02-16

My 20-year old son was hospitalised a few days ago due to a wild night at a friend's place. He was drinking alcohol, and had no memory of his violent action which involved hitting a glass object instead of other people, thankfully.

The checkup and a brain scan at the hospital showed nothing unusual. However, he experienced a psychosis, so he was transferred to le Centre hospitalier Pierre-Janet and stayed there under observation for 3 days.

Because of his mother's mental illness, he is quite interested in how the brain works. At one time, he even showed an interest in becoming a neurologist, and he is still interested in brain research. He also experimented with drugs like magic mushroom, marijuana and LSD.

A social worker at the hospital called me to arrange an interview to discuss my son's background. So, I prepared a 100-page document, i.e., excerpts from the Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum in 2005.

The one-hour appointment became a 2-hour session. I received a parking ticket when I parked for 2 hours on a street in front of le Centre hospitalier Pierre-Janet. :-(

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-02-21

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Tue Feb 23, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-02-23

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Sat Mar 13, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-03-13

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Wed Mar 17, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-03-17

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Wed Mar 31, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-03-31

I attended a conference "La schizophrénie et le trouble schizophréniforme" at le Centre hospitalier Pierre-Janet Wednesday evening with my 19-year old daughter. It reminded her that her mother's symptoms (delusions and auditory hallucination) exactly match the definition of psychosis.

The speaker said that if one parent has schizophrenia, his/her child is 13 times as likely to have schizophrenia as the general population. We also learned that the rate of schizophrenia in the population is not 1 % as previously thought, but 0.5 %. I am alarmed by the continuing decrease of the rate over the years from 1.1 % to 1.0 %, 0.8 %, and now 0.5 %. I am afraid that hidden cases like my ex-wife's are not included in this new statistics...

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Mon Apr 05, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-05

It was unseasonably warm, so I went cycling for the first time this season to the Champlain Lookout of the Gatineau Park on Sunday and on Monday. I was able to use gear combination of 2-7 throughout, but I needed a few brief pauses. It took me 4 hours round trip, instead of usual 3-1/2 hours. I was exhausted after cycling.

I have to cycle 23 more times this year in order to reach the life-time goal of 100 times.

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Wed Apr 07, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-07

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Wed Apr 14, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-14

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Thu Apr 15, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-15

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Fri Apr 16, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-16

My 20-year old son takes a bio-ethics course at uOttawa. During a discussion, he expressed an opinion that mentally ill people should be left alone untreated without medication as long as they function well in society. I showed him old documents about my ex-wife, and reminded him that non-violent actions like unnecessarily filing Access to Information Requests and sending letters to high-ranking government officials due to her false belief of Surveillance and Spying have greatly affected other people in a negative way.

I was saddened when my 16-year old daughter reminded me that I should move on after 5 years of hell...

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-26

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Mon Apr 26, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-26

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Tue Apr 27, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-27

I attended a conference "Les conjoints et la loi" organised by L'Apogée (Association pour parents et amis de la personne ayant un problème de santé mentale).

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-28

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-29

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-04-30

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-06-11

My 20-year old son had another episode of psychosis right in front of my eyes. He said that his brain was overwhelmed, and his hands were shaking. He believes that it is uneven distribution of dopamine in different parts of the brain. So, a Parkinson patient may have psychosis, and a schizophrenia patient may have shaking.

Our discussion about psychosis has led to the realisation that hallucination is not something appearing but perception becoming new reality. So, hallucination and delusion are one and the same thing. It means that the scenes of John Nash seeing a guy in movie "A Beautiful Mind (2001)" is wrong. John Nash was looking at something, and his mind was interpreting the image as something else.

However, it has come to attention that N,N-Dimethyltryptamine (DMT) is a hallucinogen which naturally occurs in the brain. My son says that it is responsible for dreams. So, if a dream due to DMT occurs while awake, then the John-Nash situation is possible. I also recall and experienced that natural hormone melatonin causes wild dreams.

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Thu Jun 17, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-06-17

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Sat Jun 19, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-06-19

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Tue Jul 13, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-07-13

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: Sat Jul 24, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-07-24

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From: Simon
To: Schizophrenia Discussion Board Forum
Posted: XXX XXX XX, 2010 11:00 pm
Subject: Surveillance and Spying

2010-XX-XX

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